How I discovered the balloon fetish and became a looner
There are different ways how to develop a fetish, which also are effected by various factors. I´ve heard from many Looners that they have had a drastic and sometimes frightening incident in their childhood, which caused their special fascination for balloons. I just had nice experiences with balloons in my childhood and I can´t remember them excactly. There was nothing special. But I’ve had another life-changing experience: I got to know my husband and partner Jan!
In May 2006 we fell in love and realized that we match just perfectly. Our first time was very exciting, fascinating and lovely. We wanted to share everything, have no secrets and always be honest with each other. So it happend that we lay in bed and started to talk about our sexual preferences. Of course I also wanted to know what he likes. But in this moment I saw that he became extremly insecure and that he was struggeling with something. His behavior made me even more curious and I have to admit that I also became a little afraid of what wicked thing he might say, because I saw how hard it was for him. He took a deep breath and said: „I like balloons!“.
I felt surprised, happy, moved, very inquisitive and extremely relieved at the same time. It became very colorful in my head, because of the many questions and thoughts that I´ve had. Just like a virgin, I wanted to know everything about it. How does this work? What´s good about it? What kinds of balloons are there? …and so on.
A long, interesting, funny and enlightening talk about the balloonfetish followed and there were only two things which made me speechless and stunned. Firstly that there was such a huge range of balloons and that I didn´t heard anything about it at all before and secondly that it was so hard for Jan to talk about this and that he nearly felt ashamed. I just thought the whole time: „It´s just balloons! How cool is that!? There really isn`t anything bad about it! I want to try it!“.
And that is exactly what happened afterwards. The days, weeks and months after it, Jan helped me to get in touch with the world of balloons and its many advanteges. Sometimes we included balloons into our (sex-)life and sometimes we didn’t, always according to how we felt. And that´s still the way we do it today.
For a long time I didn´t saw myself as an actual, real Looner, until I realized, about three years ago from now, that I can´t do without it and that the balloonfetish became a part of my own life! So yeah, I´m a Looner and I´m happy to have such an extraordinary and nice preference.
That´s my Looner background-story and I want to say thank you Jan, for expending my horizon! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!